Monday, October 5, 2015

where does your shame come from?

fifty-six, female, america. i'm seeking a person. any person. let's skip trust and have no idea why we love each other. i am sick of being co-dependent with shame my whole life. shame is why i am sick. i haven't had a job in years. i do not go to school, either. this makes me a bum.
sometimes i think of like, renting an apartment- i get really intimidated. i think more- signing a security release. that is so grown up. and all that money- do people know how much apartments cost? surely, you don't love your security that much.