Sunday, December 13, 2015


i dreamed i was pregnant with the baby of a guy that seemed like i knew well while i was losing all this other male attention. i ruminated over the loss of male attention so badly that i didn't notice i was pregnant. perhaps this is why guys on the net were losing their interest in me.
my many eggs were passed to the belly of the father, whom i had slept with prior to the beach vacation i was on when i learned about my pregnancy. it was in northern pennsylvania. although he was irresponsible and self-centered, and had slept with many others while i was away, these were definitely our eggs, because we were meant to be together and all that. outwardly i was angry. in my head i explored baby names. honey, temple, daisy...