Tuesday, May 3, 2016

officer number all numbers are austere.

under oath i pretend this is mine.
i pretend i am on top.
i pretend i am in charge.
i pretend i am not overcome.

there isn't a grieving process involved. that's not
what this is.

i protect myself strongly, without
sharing of my vulnerabilities.

i am on top o# my shit. i engage.
i love.