Tuesday, September 27, 2016

the forest spirit.

backyard stoning.

perfect big baby
perfect fake fear of abandonment
perfect fake every experience
perfect fake valley girl dialect
perfect fake rocking back and forth
perfect rocking side to side
perfect fake rocking side to side
perfect fake bordering psychoses for a living
perfect rebel with a cause
perfect youtube comment
perfect omg misprint

some recurrent life themes; play-pretend voyeur collecting.

i left out, "perfect for the purpose of putting this on my blog which is so perfect".

Monday, September 5, 2016

liberation through the bardo of existence.

"trungpa rinpoche used to say that the practice of vajrayana is based on abandoning the hope of attaining nirvana and the fear of remaining in samsara. he called this attitude hopelessness [...] hopelessness really means the utter despair of losing all hope, hitting rock bottom, before we are able to accept the simple and obvious truth.

Saturday, September 3, 2016


"If I do not write all the time I am completely paralyzed by what I know and see, unless I am actually grabbing a nurse throwing her to the ground and insisting she administer the medicines she was instructed to give, instead of sitting around doing nothing.
'I have had a great deal of experience terrorizing doctors and nurses who refuse to do their jobs. I do online research all the time so I trust no one´s assessment of a case other than my own in collaboration with professionals.
'This is the future for civilians. You are your own overall doctor and never forget it.

energetic reform.